we went to batam on monday, n we went for para-sailing, banana boat, n jetski.. it was a wonderful holiday i ever have in this year.. not only that we went for 2hours spa..is quite expensive but worth the price bcoz is really relaxing n calm feeling inside the spa place..don feel like leaving the placce bcoz i feel so peaceful n calm.. then on wedenesday we back to SG n we went to PS cafe for x'mas dinner bcoz baby flying off to Melbourne the next day n only be back on Christmas day.. so we have early christmas dinner.. but i didn't went back KL after he left to Melbourne but i hang around at SG for 2more days. so i stay at my adek house *reela* thank you so much for taking care of me..
On 25th went to town walk around n met up with my betina Wai fong one of my kl friend for tea break.. then accompany her to Lucky Plaza n bought a archos something like ipad.. then off i go to changi airportto fetch my baby.. then we went back home n rest then out for dinner..
woooohoo we went to Newton Circus for dinner, we had crab n seafood.. after dinner, we go to rebels with all his clubbing kaki.. been so long i never club, i just can't stop dancing n drinking.. i feel like i'm back to my old days.. have so much fun n happy bcoz clubbing with my baby.. :)
then the next day i'm going back to KL bcoz he is flying to darwin.. send him off to airport n off i go back KL..
Now i'm back to kl i'm just keep myself busy with all the dance shows n classes.. but my mind is missing him so much.. can't stop thinking about him.. When all this things start i'm getting paranoid again.. for almost 2days i'm so pyscho n krazy over words.. after all this, i need to tell myself to STOP being so paranoid n pycsho, this is not Rebecca Lee.. I'm not like tat n i hate to be paranoid over stuff around.. So i told myself, i need to Stop all this rubbish thinking n back to my track..being a happy go lucky me with no stress but happy life...remember people telling me alots of stuff about life,love, career.. remember every single things ppl tell me is a advise n do help me alots.. i really wish i have someone to share my problem., but somehow is so hard to share sometimes.. i hate sharing but sometimes i love to share when it come to joys n happiness..
my feeling is just unstable.. STOP IT!!! *SLAP
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